It's been a while since I've checked in. I've been trying to wrap my head around the fact that my wife isn't coming home anymore. Some days are better, some days not. I never realized the huge impact she had in my life, 34 1/2 years she was by my side. We shared our faith in Jesus, which I find gives me comfort, knowing she is with Lord, and not suffering anymore, but I sure miss her. I put one foot in front of each other as I enter each new day, saying my prayers and trying to stay on track. At times I just want to run to no particular place in mind, but I'm still here. I can't help but wonder how long will it be before I join her.